Sarah is in the hospital tonight and the doctors are wanting to keep her there for a few days to monitor her. Although Sarah does not feel sick, her temperature has been too high today. Please pray for her immune system!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Day 66
Sarah is in the hospital tonight and the doctors are wanting to keep her there for a few days to monitor her. Although Sarah does not feel sick, her temperature has been too high today. Please pray for her immune system!
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Day 65
A Note From Sarah:
I am afraid.
I am afraid of being weak, of sleeping too much, of being alone, of being on too many medications, and of falling down. Chemotherapy is continually stripping me of my strength; each time worse than the last. I am in the middle of my treatment, and I can barely walk up a flight of stairs. All I can think of is: what won’t I be able to do at the end of my sixth treatment? I don’t feel like a strong, independent woman these days. Instead I feel like a child who is a chore to her husband and family. Who is going to be with Sarah today? Who will take her to the doctor? Who will call and remind her of her medication? The silly thing is I know that my husband and family love taking care of me and would love to do even more for me. My family’s support is the reason I am doing so well yet I am so uncomfortable letting go of control and just resting in their arms. I push the limits with my body every day because I cannot face the reality that I am unable to do simple tasks. Some days my mind is the enemy. I have to remind myself that this weakness is only temporary, and I will regain my strength. Lord please let me regain my strength.
As uncomfortable as I am feeling helpless and weak I was reminded by my dad that this is a good place to be. God wants us to get to the place where we can lay everything down and rely solely on Him. I am not having fun feeling out of control, but God and I are getting closer and that is the only thing I need to strive for.
“For God did not give us a spirit of fear, but a spirit of power, of love and of a sound mind.”
2 Timothy 1:7
I am afraid.
I am afraid of being weak, of sleeping too much, of being alone, of being on too many medications, and of falling down. Chemotherapy is continually stripping me of my strength; each time worse than the last. I am in the middle of my treatment, and I can barely walk up a flight of stairs. All I can think of is: what won’t I be able to do at the end of my sixth treatment? I don’t feel like a strong, independent woman these days. Instead I feel like a child who is a chore to her husband and family. Who is going to be with Sarah today? Who will take her to the doctor? Who will call and remind her of her medication? The silly thing is I know that my husband and family love taking care of me and would love to do even more for me. My family’s support is the reason I am doing so well yet I am so uncomfortable letting go of control and just resting in their arms. I push the limits with my body every day because I cannot face the reality that I am unable to do simple tasks. Some days my mind is the enemy. I have to remind myself that this weakness is only temporary, and I will regain my strength. Lord please let me regain my strength.
As uncomfortable as I am feeling helpless and weak I was reminded by my dad that this is a good place to be. God wants us to get to the place where we can lay everything down and rely solely on Him. I am not having fun feeling out of control, but God and I are getting closer and that is the only thing I need to strive for.
“For God did not give us a spirit of fear, but a spirit of power, of love and of a sound mind.”
2 Timothy 1:7
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Day 61
An update from Kirk:
Saturday was the "Walk for Sarah" at Kirk's old work: Glacier Peak High School. It was organized by Sharon Sanchez, the PTO, and the Future Business Leaders of America club. To our surprise, the FBLA Club had ordered special T-shirts with "A Walk for Sarah" on them. This was a personal touch that we had not expected but were very grateful for. What a great turnout! There were 110 pre-registered walkers and more came on top of that. Once it started there was a constant flow of people just itching to get on the track. The walkers weren't only teachers and staff, but amazingly many students and whole families joined in as well. It was amazing to see that so many people already loved and supported Sarah simply because they love and support her dad and husband. After Sarah met so many of the walkers, she said it was extremely evident that the Snohomish School District is like one great big family. A teacher from every subject at Papa Hawk's work, Valley View Middle School, was represented, and even teachers from his old school Seattle Hill Elementary came to show their support. Over and over I heard supporters telling Sarah how beautiful she was and what an inspiration it has been to see her smile on the blog. On behalf of Sarah and myself, we cannot express the extent of our gratitude. The entire Snohomish School District has been such a great support to us in our time of need. Thank You!!!
Saturday was the "Walk for Sarah" at Kirk's old work: Glacier Peak High School. It was organized by Sharon Sanchez, the PTO, and the Future Business Leaders of America club. To our surprise, the FBLA Club had ordered special T-shirts with "A Walk for Sarah" on them. This was a personal touch that we had not expected but were very grateful for. What a great turnout! There were 110 pre-registered walkers and more came on top of that. Once it started there was a constant flow of people just itching to get on the track. The walkers weren't only teachers and staff, but amazingly many students and whole families joined in as well. It was amazing to see that so many people already loved and supported Sarah simply because they love and support her dad and husband. After Sarah met so many of the walkers, she said it was extremely evident that the Snohomish School District is like one great big family. A teacher from every subject at Papa Hawk's work, Valley View Middle School, was represented, and even teachers from his old school Seattle Hill Elementary came to show their support. Over and over I heard supporters telling Sarah how beautiful she was and what an inspiration it has been to see her smile on the blog. On behalf of Sarah and myself, we cannot express the extent of our gratitude. The entire Snohomish School District has been such a great support to us in our time of need. Thank You!!!
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Thursday, May 13, 2010
Day 59
A Note From Sarah:
There is something so comforting about sleeping in your childhood bedroom. All of the familiar sounds melt my worries away, and there is just a feeling of peace. It also doesn't hurt to know that your mom is standing by ready to make every wish a reality. When I finally awoke from my "Sleeping Beauty" sleep, I got to play with my adorable nephew Roman! My mom and I spread out blankets in the back yard, and let him explore the great outdoors. What fun it was to watch him try to sneak a mixture of grass and buttercups into his mouth. When Bethany came to pick him up, she had a special surprise for me: a hot pink pedicure with a side of girl talk. Thanks Sister! Every day I'm reminded what a gift God has given me in my family!
Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings.
Psalm 63:7
A Note From Kirk:
Today our friend Chris has done it yet again. He has shaved the breast cancer ribbon into his hair, but this time he went all out. Thanks Chris! We love you! This is just one case where we have seen extreme love and support from our friends. We really do appreciate all of the support, which in some cases comes in very surprising forms. Whether it be cards, cancer fund donations, or crazy haircuts, we cannot stress enough how much it all means to us. Please pray and keep us in your thoughts as you are all in ours.
There is something so comforting about sleeping in your childhood bedroom. All of the familiar sounds melt my worries away, and there is just a feeling of peace. It also doesn't hurt to know that your mom is standing by ready to make every wish a reality. When I finally awoke from my "Sleeping Beauty" sleep, I got to play with my adorable nephew Roman! My mom and I spread out blankets in the back yard, and let him explore the great outdoors. What fun it was to watch him try to sneak a mixture of grass and buttercups into his mouth. When Bethany came to pick him up, she had a special surprise for me: a hot pink pedicure with a side of girl talk. Thanks Sister! Every day I'm reminded what a gift God has given me in my family!
Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings.
Psalm 63:7
Today our friend Chris has done it yet again. He has shaved the breast cancer ribbon into his hair, but this time he went all out. Thanks Chris! We love you! This is just one case where we have seen extreme love and support from our friends. We really do appreciate all of the support, which in some cases comes in very surprising forms. Whether it be cards, cancer fund donations, or crazy haircuts, we cannot stress enough how much it all means to us. Please pray and keep us in your thoughts as you are all in ours.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Day 58
A Note From Sarah:
"Mr. Sandman...Bring Me Some Energy"
Today I slept. After I slept I had a snack to take more medicine, half watched a TV show, and then slept some more. I don't know how my body could need more sleep, but somehow it does. Ellice was at my house with me, even though I probably wasn't a fantastic hostess. I just slept the whole time and hardly even spoke a word. However, friends and sisters are always there...even on the weird days. Let's hope that Mr. Sandman doesn't make me his best friend for the rest of this week.
"Mr. Sandman...Bring Me Some Energy"
Today I slept. After I slept I had a snack to take more medicine, half watched a TV show, and then slept some more. I don't know how my body could need more sleep, but somehow it does. Ellice was at my house with me, even though I probably wasn't a fantastic hostess. I just slept the whole time and hardly even spoke a word. However, friends and sisters are always there...even on the weird days. Let's hope that Mr. Sandman doesn't make me his best friend for the rest of this week.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Day 57
A Note From Kirk:
Sarah's energy has really taken a hit and fast. Our stairs at home have become quite a daunting task to traverse, but nothing stops my little energizer bunny from going. She spent the day with her mom getting spoiled rotten with around the clock care. How great is it to have a nurse for a mother?........Priceless. Her taste buds have already changed quite dramatically and the only comfort that she gets in that department comes from her banana popsicles. It seems like when people are sick it is the strangest things that do the trick and for her banana popsicles are it. I am finding that with each chemo therapy treatment, I see my wife's stamina getting lower and lower. Sarah is such a go-getter and it takes quite a bit of coaxing to get her to stop and just rest and relax. Sometimes she overdoes it a little, but it's her love of life that keeps her wanting to do...do...do and go...go...go. I know that because of this she will bounce back very strong once she's done with this battle. Even though Sarah is extra emotional and tears are frequent, she also has so many happy emotions that also result in frequent laughter. These joyful moments, when they do happen, help us keep going and continue to have fun in the midst of hard times. For me, it is Sarah's smile that uplifts my heart when it is in need. God has been gracious and helps us forget our frustrations and focus on the good that he is setting before us. We have really felt your prayers over the last two months. I know that I, and most certainly Sarah, could not have gotten this far without you!
Thanks For Following Us!!!
Kirk
Sarah's energy has really taken a hit and fast. Our stairs at home have become quite a daunting task to traverse, but nothing stops my little energizer bunny from going. She spent the day with her mom getting spoiled rotten with around the clock care. How great is it to have a nurse for a mother?........Priceless. Her taste buds have already changed quite dramatically and the only comfort that she gets in that department comes from her banana popsicles. It seems like when people are sick it is the strangest things that do the trick and for her banana popsicles are it. I am finding that with each chemo therapy treatment, I see my wife's stamina getting lower and lower. Sarah is such a go-getter and it takes quite a bit of coaxing to get her to stop and just rest and relax. Sometimes she overdoes it a little, but it's her love of life that keeps her wanting to do...do...do and go...go...go. I know that because of this she will bounce back very strong once she's done with this battle. Even though Sarah is extra emotional and tears are frequent, she also has so many happy emotions that also result in frequent laughter. These joyful moments, when they do happen, help us keep going and continue to have fun in the midst of hard times. For me, it is Sarah's smile that uplifts my heart when it is in need. God has been gracious and helps us forget our frustrations and focus on the good that he is setting before us. We have really felt your prayers over the last two months. I know that I, and most certainly Sarah, could not have gotten this far without you!
Thanks For Following Us!!!
Kirk
Psalm 116:4-6
4 Then I called on the name of the LORD :
"O LORD, save me!"
"O LORD, save me!"
5 The LORD is gracious and righteous;
our God is full of compassion.
our God is full of compassion.
6 The LORD protects the simple hearted;
when I was in great need, he saved me.
when I was in great need, he saved me.
Monday, May 10, 2010
Day 56 - Chemo Treatment #3
A Note From Sarah...
I am half way through my chemo treatments! Yay!!! I am on the home stretch. I had an appointment with my oncologist this morning to talk about how things are going. Dr. Batson said since I had so much overwhelming pain due to the Neulasta shot, I do not have to have the shot this time. Because of this, I will need to be extremely cautious as to not get an infection. Anti-bacterial wipes will be my friend. Please pray that my white blood cells stay in the normal to higher than normal range so that Neulasta won't be needed. My treatment today went the smoothest it has gone yet. I had no complications and no immediate side effects. Praise the Lord!!! I hope this is a trend that continues throughout the remainder of my treatment. My nurse today, Marcia was fantastic. She was so accommodating and confident. I had some special visitors today. My grandparents, who just got back from Arizona, were some of the first to arrive. My grandfather also went through chemo treatments at the cancer partnership and had a chance to visit with some of the staff who cared for him. Thanks Grandpa for showing me how to fight the battle and come out a winner. Way to pass on that Hawkins survival instinct. My two girlfriends Amy and Becca, who are like sisters to me, also came to see me. They just got back from college and they spoiled me with presents. "The Regulars" (Momma Hawk, Momma Lien, and Sis Lien) were all there as well...of course. After chemo I went to my Mom's house for a few, and our friend Chris Hite dropped by with a gift for me. It was a Seattle Seahawks mini Breast Cancer helmet. We then realized it was the perfect size for my mom's dog Ullie. That made a very funny picture. The rest of the day I am just going to go home, relax, and take it easy. Thank you for keeping me in your thoughts and visiting my blog today. I feel like a superstar when I see how many people have checked out "Sarah's Hope!" (wristbands anyone???)
Love Always,
Sarah
P.S. So far we don't have enough questions for our next interview. Either we're boring or you already know everything about us, but we don't think that's the case...so bring on the questions and email them to sarahshope2010@yahoo.com.
I am half way through my chemo treatments! Yay!!! I am on the home stretch. I had an appointment with my oncologist this morning to talk about how things are going. Dr. Batson said since I had so much overwhelming pain due to the Neulasta shot, I do not have to have the shot this time. Because of this, I will need to be extremely cautious as to not get an infection. Anti-bacterial wipes will be my friend. Please pray that my white blood cells stay in the normal to higher than normal range so that Neulasta won't be needed. My treatment today went the smoothest it has gone yet. I had no complications and no immediate side effects. Praise the Lord!!! I hope this is a trend that continues throughout the remainder of my treatment. My nurse today, Marcia was fantastic. She was so accommodating and confident. I had some special visitors today. My grandparents, who just got back from Arizona, were some of the first to arrive. My grandfather also went through chemo treatments at the cancer partnership and had a chance to visit with some of the staff who cared for him. Thanks Grandpa for showing me how to fight the battle and come out a winner. Way to pass on that Hawkins survival instinct. My two girlfriends Amy and Becca, who are like sisters to me, also came to see me. They just got back from college and they spoiled me with presents. "The Regulars" (Momma Hawk, Momma Lien, and Sis Lien) were all there as well...of course. After chemo I went to my Mom's house for a few, and our friend Chris Hite dropped by with a gift for me. It was a Seattle Seahawks mini Breast Cancer helmet. We then realized it was the perfect size for my mom's dog Ullie. That made a very funny picture. The rest of the day I am just going to go home, relax, and take it easy. Thank you for keeping me in your thoughts and visiting my blog today. I feel like a superstar when I see how many people have checked out "Sarah's Hope!" (wristbands anyone???)
Love Always,
Sarah
P.S. So far we don't have enough questions for our next interview. Either we're boring or you already know everything about us, but we don't think that's the case...so bring on the questions and email them to sarahshope2010@yahoo.com.
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Sunday, May 9, 2010
Day 55
Mother's Day with Mom Lien!!!
For Mother's Day with Mom Lien we went out to lunch and then to Cama Beach park on Camano Island! It was great to get out in the sun and bask in all of God's beauty. We looked for shells, skipped rocks, and just had a wonderful time. We hadn't been there in years, and Mom thought it would be a relaxing place to take advantage of the great weather.
Mother's Day with Mom Hawkins!!!
For Mother's Day with Mom Hawkins we went over to her house for a family dinner get together Surf-N-Turf style! We had steak, clams, broccolli with hollandaise sauce, and buttery garlic rolls. Mmm...Mmm good. Spending some great quality time was just what the doctor ordered. We finished off the evening with a family movie and then all headed off to bed.
For Mother's Day with Mom Lien we went out to lunch and then to Cama Beach park on Camano Island! It was great to get out in the sun and bask in all of God's beauty. We looked for shells, skipped rocks, and just had a wonderful time. We hadn't been there in years, and Mom thought it would be a relaxing place to take advantage of the great weather.
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Mother's Day with Mom Hawkins!!!
For Mother's Day with Mom Hawkins we went over to her house for a family dinner get together Surf-N-Turf style! We had steak, clams, broccolli with hollandaise sauce, and buttery garlic rolls. Mmm...Mmm good. Spending some great quality time was just what the doctor ordered. We finished off the evening with a family movie and then all headed off to bed.
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Saturday, May 8, 2010
Day 54
Hello from Safeco Field!!!
On Saturday we went to the Mariners game and had a blast. Some people wanted us to take bags to put over our heads because they aren't having the best season, but we are not fair weather fans. We love our boys!!! Thanks Karen for the awesome tickets and thanks Daddy for giving them up for a little lady in distress! From garlic fries and berry white strawberries to pop flies and extra innings it was a great game to be at. Sarah almost screamed herself hoarse in the 7th inning stretch yelling, "Cause, it's one, two, three strikes you're out at the old ball game!" It is a fact that the Mariners play much better while we are at their games so if anyone wants the season to be better bring on the tickets!
Thanks for all your prayers and words of encouragement! Sarah loves checking the mail for your cards because with each one a special smile comes to her face so keep them coming. God has been so good to us and we are grateful for every blessing.
Love,
Kirk and Sarah
On Saturday we went to the Mariners game and had a blast. Some people wanted us to take bags to put over our heads because they aren't having the best season, but we are not fair weather fans. We love our boys!!! Thanks Karen for the awesome tickets and thanks Daddy for giving them up for a little lady in distress! From garlic fries and berry white strawberries to pop flies and extra innings it was a great game to be at. Sarah almost screamed herself hoarse in the 7th inning stretch yelling, "Cause, it's one, two, three strikes you're out at the old ball game!" It is a fact that the Mariners play much better while we are at their games so if anyone wants the season to be better bring on the tickets!
Thanks for all your prayers and words of encouragement! Sarah loves checking the mail for your cards because with each one a special smile comes to her face so keep them coming. God has been so good to us and we are grateful for every blessing.
Love,
Kirk and Sarah
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Friday, May 7, 2010
Day 53
A Note From Kirk:
Oh what a night! Jim, Bethany, Sarah and I went down to Seattle for a night on the town to see RAIN. If you haven’t seen RAIN –A Tribute to The Beatles you are missing out! Papa Hawk and Sarah have seen them three times in concert and they still want more. Between dancing with a packed Paramount Theater to 'Twist and Shout' and waving our hands and cell phones to 'Hey Jude' what more can people ask for? Sarah got wild on us and showed us some moves that have been locked up since the 'Summer of Love' and can you guess what she blamed it on? Her lack of a filter because of cancer is a popular excuse these days. She threw her inhibitions to the wind and danced while giving everyone a peace sign. We all had a blast and the fun didn’t stop in Seattle. I think our car ride home was just as fun sporting an AC/DC solo from Jim and more dance moves from Sarah and Bethany that created quite a stir on the freeway. How we fell asleep that night is beyond me. My favorite part of the whole night was seeing Sarah have an awesome time. We haven’t had this much fun in a while and she deserved every single second of it. We weren’t thinking about cancer, pain, doctor appointments or chemotherapy. All we were doing was enjoying the music that we love and spending time with people we love. Thank you Lord for giving us a night we will never forget. All I can say is….I am the walrus….coo coo ca choo.
Oh what a night! Jim, Bethany, Sarah and I went down to Seattle for a night on the town to see RAIN. If you haven’t seen RAIN –A Tribute to The Beatles you are missing out! Papa Hawk and Sarah have seen them three times in concert and they still want more. Between dancing with a packed Paramount Theater to 'Twist and Shout' and waving our hands and cell phones to 'Hey Jude' what more can people ask for? Sarah got wild on us and showed us some moves that have been locked up since the 'Summer of Love' and can you guess what she blamed it on? Her lack of a filter because of cancer is a popular excuse these days. She threw her inhibitions to the wind and danced while giving everyone a peace sign. We all had a blast and the fun didn’t stop in Seattle. I think our car ride home was just as fun sporting an AC/DC solo from Jim and more dance moves from Sarah and Bethany that created quite a stir on the freeway. How we fell asleep that night is beyond me. My favorite part of the whole night was seeing Sarah have an awesome time. We haven’t had this much fun in a while and she deserved every single second of it. We weren’t thinking about cancer, pain, doctor appointments or chemotherapy. All we were doing was enjoying the music that we love and spending time with people we love. Thank you Lord for giving us a night we will never forget. All I can say is….I am the walrus….coo coo ca choo.
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Thursday, May 6, 2010
Day 52
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Day 51
A Note From Sarah:
Today I found myself unable to overcome the feeling of being tired. My eye lids wouldn’t stay open and the thought of taping them up sounded a little sad so couch living was my only option. Some days I feel like I don’t have any worth. I’m 24 years old and I am not able to do anything but fight for my life. I know that alone is a big job but still the horrible feeling of uselessness is there. One of my escapes from feeling this way is creating baby hats to donate to the hospital for the newborns. I have found it helps to balance out these feelings and give me a little self worth. I know that God is walking with me and carrying me on the hardest days. He will restore my youth and the things that have been taken from me. From my “Strength In A Jar” I pulled out this verse:
The Lord will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail. Isaiah 58:11
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Day 50
A Note From Sarah:
"Another Good Day"
Today was like a spa day for me. In the morning, I had my three wigs trimmed up to frame my face. Thank you Matina for the stylish new looks and great conversation! In the afternoon, I had an hour long facial with Suzanne Perry from Caffe Spa, which she gifted to me. Thank you Suzanne! What a blessing it was! My face feels so good and it was such a relaxing time. This evening, Kirk and I went over to Momma and Papa Hawk's house to help Mom with a big project for her work. Bethany came as well and brought baby Roman over too. When Momma's in a bind her girls always come through. It was alot of fun hanging out with all the family and we were all in the family room together until baby Ro-Ro had one of those atomic, up his back, diaper moments. There's nothing quite like a poopy diaper to clear a room. Kirk and I thought, "What an opportune moment to write to our readers." I thank you for all your support and prayers. I would not have as many good days wihout them. It is such a cool feeling to know that my name is being brought before our Father so many times a day. I love you all and am so thankful for you!
Love Always,
Sarah
"Another Good Day"
Today was like a spa day for me. In the morning, I had my three wigs trimmed up to frame my face. Thank you Matina for the stylish new looks and great conversation! In the afternoon, I had an hour long facial with Suzanne Perry from Caffe Spa, which she gifted to me. Thank you Suzanne! What a blessing it was! My face feels so good and it was such a relaxing time. This evening, Kirk and I went over to Momma and Papa Hawk's house to help Mom with a big project for her work. Bethany came as well and brought baby Roman over too. When Momma's in a bind her girls always come through. It was alot of fun hanging out with all the family and we were all in the family room together until baby Ro-Ro had one of those atomic, up his back, diaper moments. There's nothing quite like a poopy diaper to clear a room. Kirk and I thought, "What an opportune moment to write to our readers." I thank you for all your support and prayers. I would not have as many good days wihout them. It is such a cool feeling to know that my name is being brought before our Father so many times a day. I love you all and am so thankful for you!
Love Always,
Sarah
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Monday, May 3, 2010
Day 49
A Note From Sarah:
“I have been feeling so great that I have been pushing myself too hard and probably overdoing it a little. Today my sister, Ellice (I call her “The Blog-Master”), came over to keep me company. We started out the day with silly commentary on every show we watched on TV, but my over-productivity during the last two days caught up with me and resulted in the need for a serious nap. It started out that it was just going to be an hour but one hour turned into four. Would you believe I’m still tired? I woke up to Kirk and Ellice watching some obscure movie that only Ellice had heard of called ‘First Daughter’. WHAT? Something only Comcast ‘Free Movies’ has available, apparently. (Note to all interested parties: it’s available until exactly May 26th). You’re curious, aren’t you now? I only saw five minutes of the end...but watch it…I know you’ll love it. Now we’re all sitting curled up on the couch updating my blog for you to enjoy and wondering how it got so late that we can no longer order pizza.
Thank you for being such faithful readers! Would you like to be a part of our story? Kirk and I would like to invite you to ask us some questions, if you are so inclined, and you may be featured in our upcoming interview. Do you want to know what our shoes sizes are, what kind of toothpaste we use, or what wild thing we want to do when we’re forty? You have but to ask…and please do because our 4th official interview is closer than you know. Get creative because, as we all know, I have no filter and anything goes.”
“I have been feeling so great that I have been pushing myself too hard and probably overdoing it a little. Today my sister, Ellice (I call her “The Blog-Master”), came over to keep me company. We started out the day with silly commentary on every show we watched on TV, but my over-productivity during the last two days caught up with me and resulted in the need for a serious nap. It started out that it was just going to be an hour but one hour turned into four. Would you believe I’m still tired? I woke up to Kirk and Ellice watching some obscure movie that only Ellice had heard of called ‘First Daughter’. WHAT? Something only Comcast ‘Free Movies’ has available, apparently. (Note to all interested parties: it’s available until exactly May 26th). You’re curious, aren’t you now? I only saw five minutes of the end...but watch it…I know you’ll love it. Now we’re all sitting curled up on the couch updating my blog for you to enjoy and wondering how it got so late that we can no longer order pizza.
Thank you for being such faithful readers! Would you like to be a part of our story? Kirk and I would like to invite you to ask us some questions, if you are so inclined, and you may be featured in our upcoming interview. Do you want to know what our shoes sizes are, what kind of toothpaste we use, or what wild thing we want to do when we’re forty? You have but to ask…and please do because our 4th official interview is closer than you know. Get creative because, as we all know, I have no filter and anything goes.”
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Day 48
A Note From Kirk & Sarah:
"Sarah was able to go to church for the first time since Easter, due to her pain levels. It was really evident that we have a supportive church body because so many people came up to Sarah and offered her wonderful words of encouragement (and hugs…which are her favorite).
In the afternoon, we were able to help our friends, Bob & Sherri, because they’ve done so much for us through all of this. We helped lay flooring in one of the bedrooms of their house, along with Sarah’s dad. While I was helping with flooring, Sherri offered to let Sarah take a bath in their huge soaker tub. This proved to be very beneficial for some of the pain in Sarah’s back (and Sarah loves bubbles!). Sarah’s going to try to make it a weekly event. Sarah’s mom and family friend, Elona, cooked enchiladas for everyone involved, and we had a Mexican fiesta in celebration of a job well-done. It was a great day of giving back and fellowship with good family friends."
"Sarah was able to go to church for the first time since Easter, due to her pain levels. It was really evident that we have a supportive church body because so many people came up to Sarah and offered her wonderful words of encouragement (and hugs…which are her favorite).
In the afternoon, we were able to help our friends, Bob & Sherri, because they’ve done so much for us through all of this. We helped lay flooring in one of the bedrooms of their house, along with Sarah’s dad. While I was helping with flooring, Sherri offered to let Sarah take a bath in their huge soaker tub. This proved to be very beneficial for some of the pain in Sarah’s back (and Sarah loves bubbles!). Sarah’s going to try to make it a weekly event. Sarah’s mom and family friend, Elona, cooked enchiladas for everyone involved, and we had a Mexican fiesta in celebration of a job well-done. It was a great day of giving back and fellowship with good family friends."
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Saturday, May 1, 2010
Day 47
Kirk's Fun Fact About Sarah:
"Sarah's taste buds have changed. She thinks it's a nationwide conspiracy that all food manufacturers have changed their recipes (in her opinion...for the worst). Sarah never trusts that food isn't just tasting different, and she always makes one of her family members taste the food to tell her that it really tastes normal.
It turns out, one of the items that Sarah can no longer taste is basil. This might seem like an obscure ingredient to some of you, however it just so happens to be the main flavor component of two of her favorite things. Bruschetta and Pesto Pasta. So, when Sarah's brain is craving just one delicious mouthful, she knows that those cravings can never be satisfied. All I can say is, after this chemo is over, I can already see that we will have to hire an Italian chef to incorporate basil into every meal.
Thank you for all your prayers! Sarah's strength has really risen. Please pray that she is able to enjoy the rest of the second and third week before her body gets hit again."
"Sarah's taste buds have changed. She thinks it's a nationwide conspiracy that all food manufacturers have changed their recipes (in her opinion...for the worst). Sarah never trusts that food isn't just tasting different, and she always makes one of her family members taste the food to tell her that it really tastes normal.
It turns out, one of the items that Sarah can no longer taste is basil. This might seem like an obscure ingredient to some of you, however it just so happens to be the main flavor component of two of her favorite things. Bruschetta and Pesto Pasta. So, when Sarah's brain is craving just one delicious mouthful, she knows that those cravings can never be satisfied. All I can say is, after this chemo is over, I can already see that we will have to hire an Italian chef to incorporate basil into every meal.
Thank you for all your prayers! Sarah's strength has really risen. Please pray that she is able to enjoy the rest of the second and third week before her body gets hit again."
Friday, April 30, 2010
Day 46
A Note From Kirk:
'Today Sarah feels the best she has felt since her 2nd chemo treatment began! The enemy had plans to keep her down by throwing uncontrollable nausea, a six hour stay at the Providence ER, and no sleep onto her already overwhelming plate. However, we all know our Sarah and who she prays to when she is in a time of need. God has really pulled her through. With her new burst of energy, Sarah was able to do some housework (which she loves doing, she is quite the little organizer) and go for a night out on the town with me. We went for dinner at Kafe Neo and had our absolute favorite: lamb gyros with feta and Greek fries. Thank you Lord for a much needed "date night".'
'Today Sarah feels the best she has felt since her 2nd chemo treatment began! The enemy had plans to keep her down by throwing uncontrollable nausea, a six hour stay at the Providence ER, and no sleep onto her already overwhelming plate. However, we all know our Sarah and who she prays to when she is in a time of need. God has really pulled her through. With her new burst of energy, Sarah was able to do some housework (which she loves doing, she is quite the little organizer) and go for a night out on the town with me. We went for dinner at Kafe Neo and had our absolute favorite: lamb gyros with feta and Greek fries. Thank you Lord for a much needed "date night".'
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Day 45
Approximately around 11:00 last night the on-call Dr. at the Cancer Partnership encouraged Sarah to go to the emergency room for IV hydration and anti-nausea meds. Unfortunately, as it can often go, she and Kirk were there until 6:00 a.m. along with Mom Hawkins and Mom Lien. As Kirk had to go to work, he was finally convinced to crawl up on the gurney beside Sarah for an hour’s sleep. Thankfully, after 4 different rounds of anti-nausea medicine, pain meds (for headache), and fluids Sarah was feeling much better. She spent the day at her mom’s and was able to get some much needed rest.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Day 44
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Day 43
Kirk's Fun Fact About Sarah:
"One of the things I love about Sarah is her quirky side. This is just one of those quirks:
Even though she has no hair, Sarah still likes to wrap the towel around her head after a shower. Is it because her head is cold or because she is a creature of habit? I guess the world will never know. Unless we ask her......."
Even though she has no hair, Sarah still likes to wrap the towel around her head after a shower. Is it because her head is cold or because she is a creature of habit? I guess the world will never know. Unless we ask her......."
Monday, April 26, 2010
Day 42
A Note From Kirk & Sarah:
"Sarah is starting to feel better! Praise the Lord for He is good!!! She has backed down her pain medication and was able to go to her mother's house today. This is good news as she has not been able to leave the house since her Neulasta shot on Wednesday. We want to give a special shout out to Mom Hawkins for creating the best "home away from home" possible. Your continued prayers have been vital this week as the side effects of the second chemo treatment and Neulasta shot have been much worse than the first. We are constantly reminded that this cancer is not God's will for Sarah or His heart toward her, but His will will be done in the midst of this. Keep praying for us. We love you all!!!"
Love,
K & S
"Sarah is starting to feel better! Praise the Lord for He is good!!! She has backed down her pain medication and was able to go to her mother's house today. This is good news as she has not been able to leave the house since her Neulasta shot on Wednesday. We want to give a special shout out to Mom Hawkins for creating the best "home away from home" possible. Your continued prayers have been vital this week as the side effects of the second chemo treatment and Neulasta shot have been much worse than the first. We are constantly reminded that this cancer is not God's will for Sarah or His heart toward her, but His will will be done in the midst of this. Keep praying for us. We love you all!!!"
Love,
K & S
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Day 41
A Note From Dad & Mom Lien:
"Today was again a challenging day—a day filled with discomfort and weakness, leaving Sarah wondering how she can make it through four more rounds of Chemo. The answer lies in what our pastor spoke on this morning. HOPE. God’s word says, ‘Blessed is the man that trusts in the Lord and whose HOPE the Lord is.’ (Jeremiah 17:7) ‘And I will give her, her vineyards from there. And the valley of Achor (trouble) for a door of HOPE.’ (Hosea 2:15a)
We spent the afternoon and early evening at Kirk and Sarah’s, eating, talking, sharing, but always wishing we could take their burden upon ourselves. In the midst of ‘Achor’ we, however, realize that God is growing them and raising them up to a purpose and in this we have hope, for God’s perfect plan will be accomplished in and through them.
Kirk and Sarah—we see God working in you—we’re proud of you—we’re praying for you."
-Dad and Mom Lien
"Today was again a challenging day—a day filled with discomfort and weakness, leaving Sarah wondering how she can make it through four more rounds of Chemo. The answer lies in what our pastor spoke on this morning. HOPE. God’s word says, ‘Blessed is the man that trusts in the Lord and whose HOPE the Lord is.’ (Jeremiah 17:7) ‘And I will give her, her vineyards from there. And the valley of Achor (trouble) for a door of HOPE.’ (Hosea 2:15a)
We spent the afternoon and early evening at Kirk and Sarah’s, eating, talking, sharing, but always wishing we could take their burden upon ourselves. In the midst of ‘Achor’ we, however, realize that God is growing them and raising them up to a purpose and in this we have hope, for God’s perfect plan will be accomplished in and through them.
Kirk and Sarah—we see God working in you—we’re proud of you—we’re praying for you."
-Dad and Mom Lien
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Day 40
A Note From Kirk:
"Once again today has been very difficult. Sarah has a very high pain tolerance, but days and days of pain is taking a heavy toll. She has been looking very hard to find anything that will bring her comfort. One of Sarah's favorite and most relaxing sounds is the sound of rain. In the moment of some of Sarah's worst pain, it has begun to rain almost as hard as I have ever seen. Inside the house, the sound is quite loud. I know that God has brought the rain to bring comfort to my Sarah in her time of great need. As I sit here and type I see her face cringe with every movement. However, I have to remember to give it up to God because He is the only one who can truly bring Sarah peace and comfort. We so value your prayers and wonderful words of encouragement."
".....like the light of morning at sunrise
on a cloudless morning
like the brightness after rain
that brings the grass from the earth."
-2 Samuel 23:4
"Once again today has been very difficult. Sarah has a very high pain tolerance, but days and days of pain is taking a heavy toll. She has been looking very hard to find anything that will bring her comfort. One of Sarah's favorite and most relaxing sounds is the sound of rain. In the moment of some of Sarah's worst pain, it has begun to rain almost as hard as I have ever seen. Inside the house, the sound is quite loud. I know that God has brought the rain to bring comfort to my Sarah in her time of great need. As I sit here and type I see her face cringe with every movement. However, I have to remember to give it up to God because He is the only one who can truly bring Sarah peace and comfort. We so value your prayers and wonderful words of encouragement."
".....like the light of morning at sunrise
on a cloudless morning
like the brightness after rain
that brings the grass from the earth."
-2 Samuel 23:4
Friday, April 23, 2010
Day 39
Sarah is having a very tough day physically. She feels like she is getting weaker and weaker. Please pray for physical and emotional strength.
"It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect." -Psalm 18:32
"It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect." -Psalm 18:32
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Day 38 - The Interview
The Interview: 3rd Time's a Charm
What is your most favorite memory of each other? (Dawn Watson - Lake Stevens, WA)
Sarah: That’s a hard one. I guess my favorite memory is…seeing each other for the first time on our wedding day from the stage.
Sarah (to Kirk): How are you going to top that?
Kirk: I can’t.
Sarah: And you can’t say ‘ditto’.
Kirk: When we were leaving the church after our wedding, Sarah stuffed her whole wedding dress in the car, and it was like up to the window on the passenger side because she had such a big train.
Kirk (to Sarah): You were loving every minute of it.
If you could be any animal, what would it be? (Brianna Rachinski - Ferndale, WA)
Kirk: Good thing she didn’t ask why.
Sarah: Now you’re going to have to answer that
Kirk: Probably a tiger – I have no reason why.
Sarah: Umm…I would be...a pretty bird. Okay, a tropical bird. Technically, I’m in a bad mood, so the first animal I thought of was a bald eagle because I’m bald.
Until now, did either of you really have any idea how cold the top of my head really is? (Dad Lien – Arlington, WA)
Sarah: I had no idea what Dad goes though every day.
Sarah (to Dad Lien): I could let you borrow my blonde wig.
Dad Lien interjects: I’ll pray about it.
Kirk: I would say ‘yes’. I’ve been this way before - at birth and when I was 11 - but it’s probably not really the same thing.
What is your favorite color(s)? (Anonymous)
Sarah: Well, pink is my favorite color but now it’s just starting to remind me of breast cancer all the time. So maybe I’ll change my color to “hot pink”…because I’m a hot chick, right?
Ellice Lien (blog administrator): That’s still pink.
Sarah: But it’s a whole different shade/classification and you’ve got to watch out for the “hot pink” girls.
Kirk: I don’t know. I don’t really have one.
Sarah: Yes you do. Stop it.
Kirk (to Sarah): What do you think my favorite color is?
Sarah (to Kirk): You like neutral colors.
Dad Lien interjects (with a guitar-related comment): ‘Sunburst’ is your favorite color.
Kirk: My favorite color for guitars is ‘lake placid blue’.
Ellice: Is that your final answer?
Kirk: Mm hmm.
For Kirk: Does your head itch since you shaved it? (Liz Woolms - Arlington, WA)
Kirk: Does mine? No.
Ellice: Sarah, do you want to answer this question? What’s your answer?
Sarah: ‘No’…but it’s getting smoother since I’m losing my hair.
If you had to choose only one country to visit, which would it be? (Anonymous)
Sarah: Mmm…“visit” is hard. It would be South Africa for me. I want to visit…and then commit a crime so I can’t leave.
Ellice: Do you want me to put that on the blog?!
Sarah: Well you said “visit”! I don’t want to leave!
[brief pause]
Sarah: Maybe say I want to lose my passport.
Kirk: Am I supposed to answer that one too?
Ellice: Yes.
Sarah interjects: It’s kind of like saying what flavor ice cream you would like to have just one bite of one time.
Kirk: I would say that I’m on the fence - - England and South Africa.
[brief pause]
Kirk: Actually, I should say Germany, but that’s okay.
Ellice: Why Germany?
Kirk: Great auto-making...
Ellice: I would agree.
Kirk: ...and they have the cool versions of everything that we don’t get over here…because they don’t export them.
For Kirk: If you dyed your hair, what color would it be? (Nathaniel Rachinski - Ferndale, WA)
Kirk: I don’t know…the same color as yours [Nathaniel’s] probably.
[laughter]
If you were a Winnie-the-Pooh character, which would you be and why? (Diana Breon – Arlington, WA)
Kirk (quickly and with confidence): Oh, I’ve got it. I’d be Christopher Robin. He’s the only human in that whole story.
[brief pause]
Kirk: I mean, like how weird…it’s like one child…and a whole bunch of…
Sarah: It’s his imagination…that’s why he’s the only human.
Kirk: Either that or I’d be one of the “heffalumps”. I hear they’re very confusal.
[brief pause]
Kirk (to Sarah): I didn’t know that was his imagination.
Kirk: I should have said I’d be ‘Mister Rogers’. In other words, I don’t want to be any of the characters in Winnie-the-Pooh.
[laughter]
Kirk (to Sarah): Who would you be?
Sarah: I would be piglet, because piglet is small and a very worried creature…just like me.
[brief pause]
Sarah: Kirk, you could have been the gopher.
Since you’ve been thrown this curve, what are your dreams/wishes for 5 years from now? (Mary Wilson - Arlington, WA)
Sarah: I’d like to be alive and have good surgery results, because I don’t want my body to look like a war zone that I have to pack around with me every day.
Kirk: I want all that stuff for Sarah, but then also kids and I would say promises that God has given us to come to pass.
What attribute of God has helped you the most in recent days? (Wendi Hansen – Arlington, WA)
Sarah: I think courage. I think it’s amazing that Jesus knew exactly what he had to do and he still had to keep on walking forward. And in order for me to live I know what’s to come and I still have to walk forward to the surgeries and sickness and nausea and all of that. I think just courage…’cause it’s hard to take steps forward.
You’ve been through a lot in 5 short weeks. If you were to have opportunity to speak with someone today who was just given the same news you were 5 weeks ago, what would you say to them? (Dad Lien – Arlington, WA)
Kirk: Get ready for a lot of information really fast.
Sarah: Bring a tape recorder and have your sister-in-law start a blog.
Ellice: Is that everything?
Sarah: The more people are in your support system, the better you feel.
For Sarah: Of all the food I cook for you what is your favorite? (Dad Hawkins – Lake Stevens, WA)
Sarah: My favorite is curry.
Kirk: Curry chicken…is that what it is?
Sarah: He puts too much meat in it…I’m not a meat eater. But I know everything’s good that my daddy makes.
For Sarah: How has the Chemo changed your taste of food? (Dad Hawkins – Lake Stevens, WA)
Sarah: Well, when you eat something, it tastes different; not bad but just different…but it’s the aftertaste that makes you not want to drink anything else or eat anything else. It’s not the actual eating that’s horrible, it’s the aftermath of taste.
For Sarah: When doing your Chemo treatment is there anything you want as a special treat (cards, candy, lotions, etc)? The days after Chemo do you like calls, cards, back rubs, cleaning to make you feel better? (Bethany Hawkins – Everett, WA)
Sarah: During Chemo I just like company but the days after I like flowers…but not the kind that will just die in a week. It’s the potted plants, but I’ll probably just kill them…I have a black thumb…but it’s the thought that counts. I would always take Victoria’s Secret gift cards…or…massages.
[brief pause]
Sarah: Oh…and clothing certificates or gift cards, because a new outfit just makes you feel pretty.
I know your heart is towards missions and service. Both of you have done short term mission for Katrina relief. If you could go on another short term mission, where would you go? (Mom Hawkins – Lake Stevens, WA)
Sarah: Definitely Africa…
Kirk: Mmm hmm.
Sarah: …to build wells and bring water to villages that don’t have water…and orphanages that need help.
Kirk: I would want to be alongside Sarah doing all the same things.
Sarah: Do you want to travel around with a wild recon guy?
Kirk: Kind of.
[laughter]
Kirk: That guy’s so cool [the host of the show: ‘Wild Recon’].
Sarah: You would not have your wife’s consent.
As you walk this very difficult road, what are some of the encouraging moments? (Mom Hawkins – Lake Stevens, WA)
Sarah: The rally of family and friends that are supporting us and even the people that don’t really know us are jumping on board and saying ‘we support you and we love you’. I think that gives me a really big boost of adrenaline that I have so many people praying for me and that they’re on my side.
Kirk: The news of Sarah’s largest lump being now virtually non-existent after only one dose of Chemo. I’m excited to see how well everything else responds.
[Side Note: Sarah is planning on having an additional PET scan done before her 3rd Chemo treatment to confirm the size change of the lumps.]
Ellice: C’est fini! Bonne nuit!
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Reader Participation:
Would you like to ask Kirk & Sarah a question? Send your query (along with your name, city and state) to sarahshope2010@yahoo.com and maybe it will be featured in their next interview! Feel free to have fun and get creative! Serious or random – it’s up to you!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Day 37
Today Sarah had her Neulasta shot. Please pray that the pain is minimal this time.
Praise Report!
Sarah's new anti-nausea drug Emend is working! She has had almost no nausea this time around. Please pray that continues for the rest of the week.
A Note from Kirk & Sarah:
"For the past month, Sarah and I have been looking for a new home. This evening we spent a couple of hours actually driving around Lake Stevens and Snohomish looking for a place to rent. Don't get the wrong idea, we love our current home. It has vaulted ceilings, a gas fireplace, and wood floors throughout. However, it is ten minutes north of town Arlington. Looking into moving has been a difficult decision for us. Our landlords are some of the nicest people we know. With multiple appointments per week and Sarah's body hurting, the drive home has been putting further strain on our already strenuous situation. To be close to work in Snohomish, the hospital in Everett, our pharmacy and Sarah's parent's house in Lake Stevens, moving to that area would be so beneficial for us. We wanted to ask for your prayers and support in this area. With Sarah not being able to work, we really need to see God move in our situation. Keep your eyes and ears open for us as we search for our new home."
Praise Report!
Sarah's new anti-nausea drug Emend is working! She has had almost no nausea this time around. Please pray that continues for the rest of the week.
"For the past month, Sarah and I have been looking for a new home. This evening we spent a couple of hours actually driving around Lake Stevens and Snohomish looking for a place to rent. Don't get the wrong idea, we love our current home. It has vaulted ceilings, a gas fireplace, and wood floors throughout. However, it is ten minutes north of town Arlington. Looking into moving has been a difficult decision for us. Our landlords are some of the nicest people we know. With multiple appointments per week and Sarah's body hurting, the drive home has been putting further strain on our already strenuous situation. To be close to work in Snohomish, the hospital in Everett, our pharmacy and Sarah's parent's house in Lake Stevens, moving to that area would be so beneficial for us. We wanted to ask for your prayers and support in this area. With Sarah not being able to work, we really need to see God move in our situation. Keep your eyes and ears open for us as we search for our new home."
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"Great is thy faithfulness! Great is your faithfulness! Morning by morning new mercies I see. All I have needed your hand has provided; Great is your faithfulness, Lord, unto me!" -Chorus of the hymn: 'Great Is Thy Faithfulness' Reader Participation:
Would you like to ask Kirk & Sarah a question? Send your query (along with your name, city and state) to sarahshope2010@yahoo.com and maybe it will be featured in their next interview! Feel free to have fun and get creative! Serious or random – it’s up to you!
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Day 36
11:30am: Today Sarah & Kirk were at the Seattle Cancer Care Alliance for a second opinion on Sarah's case. The day started off with a vitals check with Tiana, a brief meeting with Nurse Leslie Irving, and then a discussion and exam with radiation oncology resident, Christine.
1:30pm: A break for lunch while SCCA's doctor/surgical team hold a conference to discuss the details of Sarah's case.
2:30pm: Back for more exams by the team of doctors. Great news: the doctors could not find the largest lump in Sarah's breast! The Chemo is doing its job!
3:20pm: Meeting with medical oncologist Dr. Larissa Korde - the first round of recommendations begin! Sarah's current treatment was discussed, as well as options for each future stage of treatment.
4:30pm: Meeting with surgeon Dr. Kristine Calhoun and breast radiation oncologist Dr. Janice Kim.
5:30pm: The meetings are finished! It has been an overwhelming day, but the team of doctors at SCCA have been extremely helpful, caring and informative! Thank you!
1:30pm: A break for lunch while SCCA's doctor/surgical team hold a conference to discuss the details of Sarah's case.
2:30pm: Back for more exams by the team of doctors. Great news: the doctors could not find the largest lump in Sarah's breast! The Chemo is doing its job!
3:20pm: Meeting with medical oncologist Dr. Larissa Korde - the first round of recommendations begin! Sarah's current treatment was discussed, as well as options for each future stage of treatment.
4:30pm: Meeting with surgeon Dr. Kristine Calhoun and breast radiation oncologist Dr. Janice Kim.
5:30pm: The meetings are finished! It has been an overwhelming day, but the team of doctors at SCCA have been extremely helpful, caring and informative! Thank you!
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Monday, April 19, 2010
Day 35
9:45am: Sarah checks in for her 2nd Chemotherapy treatment. Two sessions down; four to go!
12:45pm: Sarah began to experience a burning sensation in her arm and then around her port. There was some concern that her port could be leaking, so Sarah's Chemo session was brought to a halt and she was quickly sent to the campus next door for an "interventional radiology flow scan". The results showed that her port was not leaking (thank you, Lord!) but the discomfort continued. However, after a consultation with the Physician's Assistant, it was decided that her treatment for the day could continue.
2:45pm: Chemo session resumes!
4:45pm: Finally done! What a long day!
12:45pm: Sarah began to experience a burning sensation in her arm and then around her port. There was some concern that her port could be leaking, so Sarah's Chemo session was brought to a halt and she was quickly sent to the campus next door for an "interventional radiology flow scan". The results showed that her port was not leaking (thank you, Lord!) but the discomfort continued. However, after a consultation with the Physician's Assistant, it was decided that her treatment for the day could continue.
2:45pm: Chemo session resumes!
4:45pm: Finally done! What a long day!
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Sunday, April 18, 2010
Day 34
A Note From Kirk:
'Sarah has been having a rough weekend. With hair loss and her second Chemo treatment looming just around the corner, her spirits were quite low. "Momma Hawk" came to the rescue with the idea to get Sarah out of the house (and by house I mean Sarah's green recliner). We went to Deception Pass to bask in the Northwest beauty! Sarah loved being a blonde beach babe walking in the sand barefoot, but no matter what hair color she has, she always makes it fun. All that we are going through has given me a new kind of love for Sarah. I can see that no matter how rough the water gets, with God's strength she rises above and keeps on smiling. We couldn't have asked for a nicer and more relaxing day. Thanks "Momma and Poppa Hawk!"' -Kirk
'Sarah has been having a rough weekend. With hair loss and her second Chemo treatment looming just around the corner, her spirits were quite low. "Momma Hawk" came to the rescue with the idea to get Sarah out of the house (and by house I mean Sarah's green recliner). We went to Deception Pass to bask in the Northwest beauty! Sarah loved being a blonde beach babe walking in the sand barefoot, but no matter what hair color she has, she always makes it fun. All that we are going through has given me a new kind of love for Sarah. I can see that no matter how rough the water gets, with God's strength she rises above and keeps on smiling. We couldn't have asked for a nicer and more relaxing day. Thanks "Momma and Poppa Hawk!"' -Kirk
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Saturday, April 17, 2010
Day 33
The little hair that Sarah still has is coming out. It is a constant reminder that she is sick and her body is changing. Please pray for beauty in the midst of the enemy taking it away.
"And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us." -Romans 5:2-5
"And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us." -Romans 5:2-5
"I am storing up energy for the week to come!" (Chemo Therapy on Monday; second opinion in Seattle on Tuesday; Neulasta shot on Wednesday; nausea to follow.)
Friday, April 16, 2010
Day 32
Massage Day:
"I am so enormously blessed by Kristi! She is such a special lady to me. Kristi is having surgery on Monday and will have a six week recovery. Please keep her in your prayers as well, for she is such a blessing to me." -Sarah
The Shaving of the Heads:
Kirk and Jim (Sarah's dad) show their support!
While Sarah was participating in the 'Look Good, Feel Better' program at The Cancer Partnership Resource Center, Jonelle Cornwall and Ali Mohsenian from Arc Media Solutions interviewed Sarah for an upcoming American Cancer Society benefit dinner. Sarah will be featured in some video clips at this event. Only two days after getting her head shaved, Sarah was brave enough to bear it all on camera. Isn't she amazing?
Chemotherapy on Monday!
Sarah's next Chemotherapy session is scheduled for Monday morning. Please lift her up in prayer as she prepares for treatment number two!
"I am so enormously blessed by Kristi! She is such a special lady to me. Kristi is having surgery on Monday and will have a six week recovery. Please keep her in your prayers as well, for she is such a blessing to me." -Sarah
The Shaving of the Heads:
Kirk and Jim (Sarah's dad) show their support!
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An update on Day 30:
While Sarah was participating in the 'Look Good, Feel Better' program at The Cancer Partnership Resource Center, Jonelle Cornwall and Ali Mohsenian from Arc Media Solutions interviewed Sarah for an upcoming American Cancer Society benefit dinner. Sarah will be featured in some video clips at this event. Only two days after getting her head shaved, Sarah was brave enough to bear it all on camera. Isn't she amazing?
Chemotherapy on Monday!
Sarah's next Chemotherapy session is scheduled for Monday morning. Please lift her up in prayer as she prepares for treatment number two!
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Day 31 - The Interview
The Interview: Round 2
How are you holding up? (Grandma Lien - Lake Stevens, WA)
Sarah: Um…I don’t know…Kirk you go first.
Kirk: Tired; overwhelmed; 101 things to do; no down time.
Sarah: Can I just say ‘ditto’?
[brief pause]
Sarah: ‘Ditto’ plus ‘I’m hormonal’; apparently I can blame that on Chemotherapy. Isn’t that what P.A. Mark said?
Other than the obvious of healing, what would you like God to do in your life? (Mom Lien – Arlington, WA)
Kirk (to Sarah): That one’s directed at you.
Mom Lien (to Kirk): No, it’s not.
Sarah: I think I have two. # 1 - Since I have to go through the walk of breast cancer then I’d like to get to touch as many lives as possible. #2 - I want healthy babies who do not have the cancer gene.
Kirk (positively interjects): It can skip generations!
Sarah: I want the cancer to end with me.
Where you thought you would be right now in your life three years ago when you guys got married. How has it changed? (Chris Hite – Marysville, WA)
Kirk: I thought we would be just like everybody else: house and kids.
Sarah: NO.
Kirk: What do you mean ‘NO’?
Sarah: We were going to wait 3 ½ years.
Kirk: 5 years.
Sarah: No, 3 ½ years and go on missions trips before kids.
Kirk: You know, all of what you’re saying is going on the blog!
Sarah: Well I want to be real!
Kirk: That’s going on the blog too.
For Kirk: Did you kiss Sarah's head after it got shaved? (Chris Hite – Marysville, WA)
Kirk: Yes…Sarah didn’t like it though.
Sarah (with attitude/irritation): Yes, and he rubbed my head like a Chia Pet!
For Sarah: I know you have such a kind and loving heart. What do you wish people could or would do for you to help spread the love you have for other people in your situation? (Chris Hite – Marysville, WA)
Sarah: Since I can’t visit people while I’m receiving chemotherapy treatment, I would like my visitors on chemo day to visit with the other patients and ask them their story…because they have amazing stories to share and it would brighten their day. It breaks my heart to see men and women there facing a 3-5 hour treatment alone. I am so blessed to always have more than 5 people in the room with me.
For Kirk: Other than Sarah’s smile, what attracted you to her? (Laurie Breon – Arlington, WA)
Sarah interjects: My blonde hair (waiving her hands over her wigged head).
Kirk: She likes to have fun.
Sarah interjects again: Was it me stalking you?
Kirk: She’s always thinking about what she can do for other people; I admire that. And, it’s nice to be needed – that’s always attractive.
When you were little, what was your favorite cartoon? (Ronnett Rachinski – Ferndale, WA)
Kirk (incredulously): Me???
[pause]
Kirk: Probably ‘Wiley Coyote’.
Sarah: What’s mine? I don’t remember.
[long pause]
Kirk: ‘Talespin’.
Sarah: Ahh! ‘Talespin’. Thank you, Honey.
What is your favorite ice cream flavor? (Ronnett Rachinski – Ferndale, WA)
Kirk: Albertson’s Denali Caramel Caribou (any store-bought brand has it, and it’s the best)!
Sarah: Ben & Jerry’s Cookie Dough…and their Strawberry Cheesecake. Apparently I have higher taste in ice cream than my husband.
Ellice Lien (blog administrator): You have a sophisticated palate…
Sarah: …that’s being ruined by this chemotherapy.
What’s something people might be surprised to know about you? (Diana Breon – Arlington, WA)
Sarah: Well, I don’t know. I actually feel more comfortable with my wig off than with it on.
Kirk: Didn’t you say that you feel liberated?
Sarah: I actually feel free.
Ellice: Kirk, how about you?
[long pause]
Mom Lien interjects: I was surprised that you like molasses cookies.
Kirk: I’m an open book. I like long walks on the beach, long meandering bike rides...
[laughter follows]
Kirk: I’ve got it. I HATE gloves. I barely tolerate wearing them, will not hold hands with Sarah if she is, and come close to puking if someone touches me with gloves. It’s literally true.
[pause]
Kirk (emphatically): It’s because you [pointing at Mom Lien] used yellow, rubber gloves my whole growing up! I hate gloves!
How did you know Kirk/Sarah was the ONE? (Mom Lien – Arlington, WA)
Kirk: There’s never any reason. You just know.
Sarah: Well, you didn’t know the first time you saw me.
Sarah: I knew that Kirk was the one because I had a very strong feeling that I needed to be with him the moment I saw him…playing up there [in a school chapel service] with his little drum set…he was so cute. Everybody thought I was crazy for picking him out to be my date for the end of the year dance.
Sarah: Kirk, how did you know?
Kirk: I just looked into those green eyes…no, just kidding! [There’s an inside story to this one. Sarah’s eyes are actually brown.]
Kirk: I think you just reach a point when you go “yeah”. It’s like this point of no return…but in a romantic way. Like there’s no return from the romance…uh, never mind.
Your all-time favorite movie? (Mom Lien – Arlington, WA)
Kirk: Ooo. We’ll let Sarah answer first.
[very brief pause]
Kirk: What if you have different ones for different occasions? For falling asleep, ‘Sleepless in Seattle’. All I have to hear is the first line: “Mommy - got - sick.” But overall, the “Ocean’s” series: ‘Ocean’s 11, 12 & 13’.
Kirk (to Sarah): What’s your favorite movie?
Sarah: I like the “Ocean’s” movies too…but for when I’m sick, ‘My Fair Lady’. Another one of my favorites that makes me laugh is ‘Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day’.
Is it true that blondes have more fun? (Mom Lien – Arlington, WA)
Sarah: [laughs] Well, since this is the first day of being a blonde and I went over to Mom and Dad Lien’s and ate dinner, I can’t say that it was more fun than being a brunette. Nobody broke out into dancing, so I don’t believe in the myth…
[Mom Lien stands up and starts dancing]
Sarah: …but that won’t stop me from wearing my blonde wig to other places.
If you could have dinner with any 5 people (famous or otherwise, past or present), who would they be…and why? (Diana Breon – Arlington, WA)
Sarah: Audrey Hepburn - because she had a tremendous heart for people and I would just like to emulate that aspect of her life. I would love to meet…
[long pause]
Kirk interjects: Billy Ray Cyrus.
[laughter]
Sarah: He will not be at my table.
[more laughter]
Sarah: George W. and Laura Bush. My slight attraction to George W. aside, I would like to talk to him about all of his world travels. I think it’s super cool that he gets to meet everybody – all the world leaders…and all the countries that he’s visited and everything. Laura, I think she has a tremendous heart for people, as well as her family and country; plus she’s just adorable.
[pause]
Sarah: Let’s take a break and talk about Kirk’s choices.
Ellice: Kirk, have you thought about all of yours?
Sarah interjects: Oh, I have another one! I’d like to meet Beth Moore and her husband, because Beth is so inspiring and I bet her husband is just as inspiring. I want to be their friends so we can go on double dates or something. You hear about their marriage in books and stories, and they sound so cool!
Ellice (to Kirk): Now it’s your turn.
Kirk: I would say, The Edge [guitar player of U2], Brian Eno [producer/recording engineer], Tom Hanks, Martin Smith [of Delirious?] and Paul McCartney.
Ellice: Why these five individuals?
Kirk: The musicians and recording people because all of them are extremely intelligent and creative…and I would just want to be around it so it would rub off. Tom Hanks, I just like his acting and it seems like he would be fun to joke around with, and Martin Smith because he is a Christian artist who has achieved extreme notoriety in the secular world in the UK. He’s got a lot of integrity.
Ellice: On to the next question?
Kirk (interjects with a 6th individual): Chris Martin [of Coldplay], because he’s so famous and talented but so humble about his skills. That would be a nice take on fame to be around…
Sarah: I guess we’ll have to put a leaf in the table.
What have you found to do in your free time to help take your mind off of the tough stuff? (Lindsey Norton – Arlington, WA)
Kirk: What free time?
Sarah: With my free time I’m making baby hats to donate to the hospital. It takes my mind off of the tough stuff and helps me give back to all the people who have been giving to me.
If you could go back in time and show your spouse one moment in your life that you experienced and wanted them to see or experience it with you, what would it be? (Vanessa Anderson – Granite Falls, WA)
Sarah: I would want Kirk to see me in 7th grade on top of our cheer-leading pyramid. Go Badgers! That’s what I want…at a basketball game. It was the very top.
Sarah (to Kirk): You would have been proud of me.
Kirk: My senior year of basketball. I scored my career high of 31 points; the same as my jersey number.
Ellice: That’s all folks! Until next time…
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Reader Participation:
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Day 30
This afternoon Sarah went to the hospital for a one-on-one 'Look Good, Feel Better' appointment with Volunteer Kathleen, as she had to miss the last group session in favor of her first Chemo treatment. (The 'Look Good, Feel Better' program is a great resource that provides free make-up, lotion, info about sunscreen and cancer-specific make-up consultations - i.e. how to pencil in your eyebrows once they fall out.) Before Sarah & Kathleen got started, the American Cancer Society representative in the Cancer Resource Center asked Sarah if she would mind being interviewed on camera. The local ACS chapter is filming survivors and current patients for their upcoming fund-raising event on the 24th. Sarah agreed to the interview and even let them film her without her wig! ACS will be sending us the video in the near future, so check back to see this exciting moment!
Tonight Sarah hit the town for a fun night out! Seattle's 5th Avenue Theater always promises a great show and tonight's musical experience was 'On The Town'. What a day!
Tonight Sarah hit the town for a fun night out! Seattle's 5th Avenue Theater always promises a great show and tonight's musical experience was 'On The Town'. What a day!
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Dinner at The Purple Cafe with Mamma Hawk's Ladies
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Day 29
Today Sarah babysat her precious little nephew, Roman. What a cutie!
Reader's Corner:
Sarah & Kirk's friend, Chris Hite, is really going to great lengths to show his support!
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Reader's Corner:
Sarah & Kirk's friend, Chris Hite, is really going to great lengths to show his support!
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Monday, April 12, 2010
Day 28 - The Wig
Wig-Making-Day!
Sarah had a wig made out of her own hair today, thanks to the skilled hands of Anton Schoenbacher of 'Anton's Hair Company' in Bellevue, WA, and the results were astounding! There were tears, there was laughter and by the end of the day there was a lingering sense of hope. Mountains were conquered, fears were faced, and love shone through stronger than death!
Memorable Quotes:
Anton (when asked how he got into the wig-making business): "I was too short to be a cop."
Sarah: "This is looking like a really bad haircut." (Said though tears and laughter as Anton shaved off one section of her hair at a time.)
Anton: "You have a beautiful head. Looks like you had no brother."
Sarah: "I don't know if I could go out like this."
Anton: "Oh, baby, they love you. You start something new."
Sarah (touching her now shaved head): "It's coming out all over my hands."
Mom Hawkins: "Boys' hair does that all the time."
Sarah: "What?!"
Anton (while inspecting the wealth of hair donated by Sarah's sister, Bethany): "We might not have needed to take your hair. We could have taken all of hers!"
Anton (while Sarah adjusted her wig): "You can trim those [the bangs], but they grow very slowly."
Sarah: "I feel beautiful again!"
Sarah had a wig made out of her own hair today, thanks to the skilled hands of Anton Schoenbacher of 'Anton's Hair Company' in Bellevue, WA, and the results were astounding! There were tears, there was laughter and by the end of the day there was a lingering sense of hope. Mountains were conquered, fears were faced, and love shone through stronger than death!
"Now this is not the end. It is not even the beginning of the end. But it is, perhaps, the end of the beginning."
-Winston Churchill, 'The Bright Gleam of Victory', 10 November 1942
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Memorable Quotes:
Anton (when asked how he got into the wig-making business): "I was too short to be a cop."
Sarah: "This is looking like a really bad haircut." (Said though tears and laughter as Anton shaved off one section of her hair at a time.)
Anton: "You have a beautiful head. Looks like you had no brother."
Sarah: "I don't know if I could go out like this."
Anton: "Oh, baby, they love you. You start something new."
Sarah (touching her now shaved head): "It's coming out all over my hands."
Mom Hawkins: "Boys' hair does that all the time."
Sarah: "What?!"
Anton (while inspecting the wealth of hair donated by Sarah's sister, Bethany): "We might not have needed to take your hair. We could have taken all of hers!"
Anton (while Sarah adjusted her wig): "You can trim those [the bangs], but they grow very slowly."
Sarah: "I feel beautiful again!"
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Day 27 - Fundraiser Part 1
Thank you to all of Sarah & Kirk's friends and family members who so generously poured love into their lives tonight at the Alfy's fundraiser dinner. What an incredible time of blessing and encouragement! Over $5,000 was given towards their cancer fund this evening! AMAZING!!!
Check back soon for more highlights of this special night!
Check back soon for more highlights of this special night!
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Saturday, April 10, 2010
Day 26
Sarah has begun losing hair today, so her wig appointment has been moved up to Monday. Anton's Hair Company in Bellevue, WA will be making a wig for Sarah out of her own hair (necessitating the need for this to happen sooner rather than later). Please pray for encouragement for Sarah and for God's peace to flood her heart and her mind. The reality of losing her hair, along with the knowledge that her body is being affected by Chemo, is very difficult to process.
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Hair preservation begins! Those tresses have to make it 'til Monday!
Friday, April 9, 2010
Day 25
A Note From Sarah:
"My Auntie Jan brought me my "Lambie", and I forgot how comforting a stuffed animal could be. When every muscle and bone hurts, it's soothing to hear my little lamb sing 'Jesus Loves Me'. I feel a little childish but, hey, when Percocet doesn't work 'Jesus Loves Me' does the trick."
"My Auntie Jan brought me my "Lambie", and I forgot how comforting a stuffed animal could be. When every muscle and bone hurts, it's soothing to hear my little lamb sing 'Jesus Loves Me'. I feel a little childish but, hey, when Percocet doesn't work 'Jesus Loves Me' does the trick."
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Day 24
Blood testing day at the Cancer Center! Sarah learned about her 'platelets' and was happy to find out that they're right where they need to be! (For those of you who don't know, your platelet count affects your body's blood clotting process.) She also found out today that the first Neulasta shot has done its job! In her original blood-work, Sarah's Neutraphil (white blood cell) count was 5,800. The current count is now at 13,000!!!
Sarah's Quote-of-the-Day:
Physician's Assistant: "You really are looking very good at this point."
Sarah: "Makeup helps!"
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Sarah's Quote-of-the-Day:
Physician's Assistant: "You really are looking very good at this point."
Sarah: "Makeup helps!"
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"When I look back on the perils which have been overcome, upon the great mountain waves through which the gallant ship has driven, when I remember all that has gone wrong, and remember also all that has gone right, I feel sure we have no need to fear the tempest. Let it roar, and let it rage. We shall come through."
-Winston Churchill, 'Vote of Confidence', 7 May 1941
"Those who trust in, lean on, and confidently hope in the Lord are like Mount Zion, which cannot be moved but abides and stands fast forever."
-Psalm 125:1
"Those who trust in, lean on, and confidently hope in the Lord are like Mount Zion, which cannot be moved but abides and stands fast forever."
-Psalm 125:1
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Day 23
Massage day arrives again!
Prayer Request:
Both Sarah and Kirk are feeling very under-the-weather today. Please pray for continued health and strength for them and that Sarah's nausea would settle down.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Day 22 - The Interview
The Interview: (almost) Unfiltered
Sarah: Our Hawaii trip. It really gave us time to process.
Ellice: Your favorite moment?
Kirk: Seeing the sun touch down on the horizon in Maui.
Sarah: The sunset [in Hawaii].
Ellice: What is something you have experienced through this that you never want to do ever again?
Sarah: Having fertility shots – 2 every single night from the one that you’re supposed to love…even when you’re in Hawaii.
Kirk: Giving Sarah the injections.
Ellice: Sarah, what has been your favorite food since starting Chemo?
Sarah: Velveeta Instant Mac & Cheese.
Ellice: In one word, what are you feeling today?
Sarah: Overwhelmed.
Kirk: Helpless.
Ellice: Over the last 22 days, what has been the hardest thing thus far?
Sarah: Feeling like everything is being stripped from me – my independence, my beauty, my worth, my choice to start a family, my filter...I say everything and anything at any time & it usually comes out mean. Cancer is so obnoxious! I feel like I’m a child that needs so much care and like I can’t give back to people.
Kirk: Having to go to work and not being able to be with Sarah all the time.
Ellice: What has God been speaking into your heart/how has this impacted you?
Sarah: How much we are loved & blessed. There is an overwhelming sense of God’s love/hand coming out of people blessing us. God’s provision is just everywhere.
Kirk: It restores your faith in people...that even people I don’t know are moved and doing things for us.
Ellice: What are you the most thankful for?
Sarah: Anti-nausea IV’s.
Kirk: Family & friends.
Kirk (in response to Sarah’s answer): Not particularly in that order! [laughing]
Ellice: If you could name one hope for the future, what would that be?
Sarah: It’s plural. Children.
Ellice: Kirk, what is your one hope for the future?
Sarah interjects: Nice breasts for me! -- See! No filter!
Kirk: I want Sarah to come out of this with a positive outlook and for her to be able to see herself how other people see her and know that she will always be as beautiful as she felt before this started.
Ellice: What is your wildest dream?
Sarah: It’s to be a mother and make lunches for my kids on little animal face plates.
[Pause]
Sarah: I didn’t tell you I was thinking about twins!
Ellice: Kirk, how about you?
Kirk (hesitantly): To be honest, I just want a car that doesn’t leak water all over the floor.
Sarah interjects: You know what it is! You want to own a recording studio!
Kirk: Oh yeah, I forgot.
[Sarah laughs]
Ellice: What makes you smile?
Sarah: Flowers.
Ellice: Kirk, what makes you smile?
Mom Lien interjects: Mother fixing you food. :-)
Kirk: When Sarah goes from crying to laughing in one moment.
Kirk (one minute later): I should have said watching TV in HD.
[K&S’s laughter follows]
Ellice: It's a wrap! Check back in a week for the next exciting installment!
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Reader Participation:
Do you have a question you would like to ask Sarah & Kirk? Send your query (along with your name, city and state) to sarahshope2010@yahoo.com and maybe it will be featured in the next interview! Feel free to have fun and get creative! Serious or random – it’s up to you!
Notes-for-the-Day:
Sarah's mom, Barb, came over to her house and hung out for the afternoon. Later, Kirk & Sarah did a little apartment shopping - the housing search continues!
Monday, April 5, 2010
Day 21
Massage day! This continues to be an incredible blessing for Sarah!
"Because of God's tender mercy, the morning light from heaven is about to break upon us, to give light to those who sit in darkness and in the shadow of death, and to guide us to the path of peace."
-Luke 1:78-79
Reader's Corner:
"Life has its tough, dark moments...your blog is the bright spot in my life each day. I cannot define it but there is such an encouraging and victorious tone. It lets me know God is so powerful."
"Because of God's tender mercy, the morning light from heaven is about to break upon us, to give light to those who sit in darkness and in the shadow of death, and to guide us to the path of peace."
-Luke 1:78-79
Reader's Corner:
"Life has its tough, dark moments...your blog is the bright spot in my life each day. I cannot define it but there is such an encouraging and victorious tone. It lets me know God is so powerful."
Sarah & Shelli
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Day 20 - Happy Easter!
Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?"
-John 11:25-26
-John 11:25-26
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Saturday, April 3, 2010
Day 19
Sarah has been feeling MUCH better today. Thank you, Lord! She was able to do a little shopping, spend time with family in celebration of the Easter weekend and she even crocheted 3 hats for the hospital (that makes 11 this week!). Keep those prayers coming!
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Friday, April 2, 2010
Day 18
Urgent Prayer Request!:
Sarah was extremely ill all during the night and was not able to get more than an hour of sleep. Please pray with us for God's help and strengthening power!
1:30pm: Sarah paid a necessary visit to the Cancer Center this afternoon for IV hydration & anti-nausea medication. After two hours of treatment and a much needed nap, she was looking better (and was able to keep down some cranberry juice and cheese & crackers)!
Laughter Hour:
Mom Lien: "Your port site is looking really good!"
Sarah: "I kind of feel like a yacht when you talk about my port side."
Sarah was extremely ill all during the night and was not able to get more than an hour of sleep. Please pray with us for God's help and strengthening power!
1:30pm: Sarah paid a necessary visit to the Cancer Center this afternoon for IV hydration & anti-nausea medication. After two hours of treatment and a much needed nap, she was looking better (and was able to keep down some cranberry juice and cheese & crackers)!
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Laughter Hour:
Mom Lien: "Your port site is looking really good!"
Sarah: "I kind of feel like a yacht when you talk about my port side."
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